Season 2, Episode 2
Juan POV
"Juan." Elena's sweet voice says; she softly shakes me, and I slowly turn to view her lovely eyes. "I can't sleep." She spoke in quiet tones.
"Do you want to talk about it?" I inquired. I know it would be difficult for her to discuss it, but sometimes she just needs a little push. I brushed her hair away from her eyes. Her brows wrinkled in worry. I knew what she was thinking—that things would never get better and she would never be able to go on. She will, just not right now. When I witnessed my mother's death.
There were portions of me that believed it was my fault, and no one could convince me otherwise. I should've helped her, but instead, I exacerbated the situation.
"It feels strange to me." She whispered. I pull her into my arms; she throws her legs over my torso, and I can feel our heat melding and merge into one.
"Whatever it is you're thinking. Never consider yourself a burden." She let out a sigh.
"It's hard not to feel that way, Juan." I stroked her cheeks.
"Have you ever had something happen to you that you just can't seem to get over?" I nodded as that query triggered a small part of me.
"Back when I was younger and couldn't hide my emotions," I explained.
I hope she doesn’t hide her emotions like I managed to do after a while. It wasn’t good. It slowly destroys and turns you into a cold planet of ice.
Flashbacks
"Julio, my mother won't like the fact that I got suspended once again, bruh." I chuckled. He dabbed my elbow. I was involved in yet another brawl. I was a bit of a hothead like my father, and if someone hit me, he said I should bash their face in till it was unrecognizable—I should use my hands and feet until he gave me a gun. My mother, on the other hand, wanted me to act like an idiot and go to the principal's office.
"That Puta deserves it." Julio grins.
"They called my mother, but she didn't answer." So I was left to deliver the news to her directly, which I will not do.
All I had to do was look like I was going to school and show up at the endz. The endz was one of the spots my father had control of. He had men peddling drugs, firearms, and other illegal nonsense. I fell in love with the location, and he informed me that if it weren't for my mother, I wouldn't be going to school and seeing him run the endz.
Even though my father and I seldom agreed on much, I had to agree with him on one point: education was nonsense, and I didn't need it. My father has everything and would pass it down to Camila and me.
"See ya tomorrow, man." Julio got a dab from me. He walked away, and I waited there waiting for him to vanish down the road until we couldn't see each other any longer.
I quickly tucked my shirt into my pants and opened the old gate. I didn't want my mum to see me for who I truly was. She told me every day that she regretted having children with a monster, but I didn't perceive my father as a monster. I believed that if I was too kind, I wouldn't gain any respect.
My mother and I lived in the project, and my father suggested moving us several times, but she refused, saying she would rather suffer than spend his blood money. I opened the door and called out to my mother. She was frequently in the kitchen, experimenting with new Spanish cuisine.
She stated I should be connected to my culture, but it was a hardship every other week to spend time with my father, who was essentially Spanish. I sprinted up the stairs and stopped in my tracks at the top. I detected the odor of blood. I sniffed and noticed the house smelled strongly of it.
"Mama! Did you injure yourself?" I yelled as I opened her bedroom door. The stench became so strong that I had to shield my nose. My gaze was drawn to the bathroom door. I pushed it wider because it was somewhat open. There was blood on the floor, as well as a knife.
As I approached the bath, I noticed her hand hanging out and blood slowly trickling out of her wrist. My gaze widened as I saw she was laying in her pool of blood. I dashed over to her, almost slipping in her blood. I tried to get her out of the tub, but the more I yanked, the more she bled.
"Mama!" I yelled. "I love you, Juan." I was powerless to intervene. She had already left. All I could do was squeeze her tighter as her body turned colder against mine.
The end of the flashback
"Hey," Elena said gently, shaking me slightly.
"Yeah, Princesa."
"You sort of blanked on me. You're also crying." She smiled as her fingers gently brushed away my tears. "What exactly happened?"
"I feel my mother's life draining from her body like blood from her wrist." And...And I didn't do anything." She straddled me and drew me into a hug. I pushed her in, sensing her comfort.
"It still haunts me, Elena. And I'm always looking for new ways to disguise it." I muttered. I was expressing my honest sentiments to her—I know that wasn't the best thing to do, but at the very least she'll learn that everyone carries a burden they can't shake.
"Thank you." We drew away from each other, and I gazed deep into her lovely soul; unlike me, she was untainted.
"Elena."I whispered close to her lips. My hands moved down to her lower back, but I didn't want to test the waters, so I only touched her rump.
"Y-yes, Juan."
"Can I kiss you?"
"You never have to ask." She muttered, narrowing the distance between us. I sighed contentedly as her lips touched mine. This was our third kiss, and each one seems to get better and more passionate.
I started moving my lips against hers; I didn't want to dominate, and she didn't want to either, so we just sat there moving in unison. Putting our hands on one other's bodies and enjoying in each other's warmth.
"I wish I could kiss you forever, Elena," I muttered between kisses; she smiled; I pecked her lips one last time and lay down and let her stay on top. We doze off in each other's arms. I could get used to this.
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